i feel like sh*t...

just said good bye and felt that i no longer care...

hes now on his way to work and im still here at my office feeling like sh*t. i have pain in my chest and i doubt that im having or going to have a heart attack. i hate this feeling. but, then again, i should get used to this and eventually it will go away...im talking about the sh*tty feeling.

sigh...i just hope that i can do this. im used to getting over relationships easily. the "deadline" is still far but im already worried.