Tuesday, July 6, 2010

a sigh of relief...kinda...

i dont know why i feel crappy after doin it...i deleted his ym id from my list. i have put myself on a permanent invisible mode for him. but seeing his id can be irritating...especially if hes not talking to me.

so...why does it feel like i have a ton of bricks sittin on my chest? and i still dont know the answer as to why did i cry when we separated on sunday? i mean, because it was time to go home and i didnt even give him a kiss. i know that its very wrong. but hes the one who kept kissing and holding me close. i was secretly praying that one of his fiance's girl friends would see us...minus the hair pulling i will get if ever...

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