no man is an island

im streaming here in the office and i just finished watching the second episode of glee...and i cried with rachel...sigh...

since i discovered the invisible tracker because this was used to my disadvantage, i tried it and saw that it was effective. you have gone invisible not only to me, but also to our friends. then again, i deleted you from my ym list. they were already asking why you have the habit of disappearing. i just made up an excuse for you. probably you dont have load which was usually the reason you also give me. then i thought "why should i make excuses for you?" then again, i love those guys. i dont want them to get hurt. and i also dont want them to think of negative things about you. they were happy that you get to spend time with us.

but the moment your gf sets foot back to the country, everyone is forgotten. i dunno why. i dont mind if you just delete me from your ym list. delete my number. delete me from fb. but dont push your friends aside. no man is an island. but what do you need friends for? you already have your gf. your lives can revolve around each other. both of you can live on your own island. your are probably sick of your friends who dont have anything better to do. who you cant benefit from. probably your gf's friends acts more human than your crazy friends.

when you were asked if you love your gf, you said that she was with you at your worst and at your best while in the middle east. while your stupid friends who were left here was only with you through the good times. where were they when you need them? i think they were wondering where you are also.

back in school, we never cared for what one was doing. both of us were in a relationship but not with each other. we would say "hi" when we see each other at the corridors. first time i was lovecrushed, you were also there. but i doubt you remembered that. i dont know if you remembered this, but you wanted to have "angry s*x" with me. but you never said what your problem was. but that propasal scared me a bit.

we graduated. had jobs. we only got to communicate thru social networking. then you just disappeared. then we find out you went to europe with your gf. you are back in the country. your gf left. you went to the middle east. then out of the blue, you just popped up again. and you are returning to the country. we dont know what happened in between of those because youve isolated yourselves from us. before you went back, you revived the communication lines. were you afraid that if you returned to the country, nobody would bother to socialize with you? even after what you did to one of our friends, we will not think otherwise with you. it just didnt work out.

i dont know why i was the one youve contacted before you returned to the country. its as if you want me to make sure that the rest of our friends will still accept you despite your talent of being invisible for years. your friends are very nice people. thats all i can say.

anyway, all im saying is. you have friends who thinks of you even if you dont care. they are also here for you when youre at your best especially at your worst...