sooner than we thought

its been days since we last talked, weeks since weve seen each other and a month when we last had s*x...

after what happened on my birthday, everything just went downhill from there. we stopped having a mature conversation. every uttered word towards each other is full of sarcasm and anger. friends have noticed the change on how we treated each other.

today we have the final hurdle...your wife-to-be will be back on Sunday which caught you by surprise. i have to admit, im shocked myself. im still thinking of weekend plans with you since its been a long time since we last saw each other. i guess now i just have to make a weekend plan for myself.

i'd like to think that what happened last month is a blessing in disguise...for myself, that is. the adjustment will be much easier for me because theres the indifference inside.

i dont care if you wake up and arrive at work late. i dont care if your tonsils get inflammed for days. i dont care if you never get your money back from your stupid agency. i dont really care what happens in your life. and the best part is, youll also stop "caring" as well(that is if you did)... no more interrogations as to where i am, what am i doing, who im with.

and to think i dreamt we were sleeping together last night...then i woke up. probably its time for me to also wake up to reality...